cuti - cuti semester yg menjelma

Busan nya mcm niie… during lesson cnfrm2 tak dapat jumpa time cuti pon xdpt.. sumee plan ak nk masak tuk dier cancel, g tgk wayang citer harry potter baru pon cancel hri tuh kot launch, g i-city pon cancel. Hang out g sunway pon cancel.. Sme nyer cancel!!! Tapi nk bt mcm ne.. kalu diri xnk xberia2 nk bt mcm ne.. leh pk… malas nk terkejar  tuk org dah.. t akhirnyer sia. Diri sendiri yang sakit. Material habis jiwa raga silap2 pon sakit. Tapi aku dah berjanji pada diri ak msti tegas don’t let my spirit become down because a woman!! No more sadness!! No more susah hati 4 somebody else!!! Aku mesti kuat!!

Tapi makin lme mcm2 cabaran ada… perlu byak kekuatan dugaan life nie.

                Today I got two msages from my sis… mula2 ak tny la plan my sis g penang mcm mne n bla2.. then she replied my message. I doesn’t know how she knew that 016 bla2 is from that women yg bg kt pmpn lain?? Heran jgk ak tgk msg tuh..  after that she send a msg, u want she tht woman ea??? Hahaha.. she knew it!! But she said, bukan awk dah clash kew ngn tht woman?? OMG!!.. how cmes??? I told her mana ader.. memandai jew awk nie.. after a fewminute later, my mind pk mcm2.. huuu kambing lah.. dah la sjk kebelkngn nie haru biru ak ngn dier.. penat nk jd air. Kdng2 jd api tp jd air smle.. hei, tah lah. Tunding 1 kt sane 4 kat diri sndri. Sendiri kne sttlekn msalh. I love my mom my dad my sibling n she.. but she??? How much she…, what she did…, how much both of u….., the question from mind. from whom???  

                Ni baru balik dri klang sentral pas tlg hntr mmber and ingtkn nk bli tket g kedah skli kul 12 mlm naik ngn tht woman snyp2 just nk bt supprise. But…. Xjd. L coz I think bt apew nk sush2 tlg hntr if she want see me she may think another way to see me………. xnk pkse…biarlah dating dari hati yg ikhlas

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